Awa : My Stories, My Thoughts, My Journey

Controversy?? Scandalous?? Commit suicide?? Yep, I just did that. I dug my own grave.. literally.. I wonder.. How am I going to go through this night.. Laptop in front of me.. a bottle of Cactus (life goes on..)beside me.. papers all around me.. Ya Allah.. titipkanlah inspirasi kepadaku, hembuskanlah ilmu ke dadaku, angkatlah hijab di hadapanku.. Kerana.. I'm stuck!! On sociolinguistic thought paper " the consequences of language contact" I blurted the title of this post to Nui and Fatin last night, when we sat together, reminiscing our days in this semester with the tons of works to be done and to be submitted. They laughed. Nui said she likes my 'tagline' (oho). Fatin said I often come out with lots of self-modified words. My, my.. Yep, yep.. come to think of it.. People will know when I'm stressed or out of ideas when I'm in 'crazy mode' or 'saat gila' sa. Saat 'gila' sa, dapat diteka bila sa mula beraksi lain dari kebiasaan ( ka...

Assalamualaikum wbt.. H1N1!!!!! UiTM tutup!!! Cuti sem!!! Yahoo ke atau Huhuhu ??( dengarnya cuti raya bakal bersisa 3 hari je , alamak... ) I spent my previous weekend at Dewan Seminar Blok U, Faculty of Education, attending marriage course which organized by Intec HEP together with JAIS. On the first day of the course, I was busily engaged in every-day-must-have scenes available in the classes or in any courses ; either I'm struggling to stay awake or trying to act naturally (in which I always failed (sigh) I really need to brush up my acting skills) as if I'm okay, I'm interested with a straight poker face on what the speaker in front of is talking about. Well then, just like what an ordinary student's life in a holiday is, thanks to EE for her Wimax ( wink,wink ) , again, I'm back in complete otaku mode. Night and day, in front of my laptop, savouring the everlasting excitement and thrilling sensation from my beloved manga :) Oh, life is a heaven inde...

Welcome to my page.. And the tale of endless journey begins... A lhamdulillah.. setelah sekian lama, selepas ramai sahabat-sahabat yang menggesa saya untuk menceburi bidang 'blogging', akhirnya hati saya terbuka untuk berbuat sedemikian. Lebih manis lagi apabila blog pertama ini dilahirkan di perpustakaan Intec, UiTM Shah Alam Seksyen 17. Alhamdulillah.. semoga saya akan diberi kekuatan, ruang dan kesempatan untuk beristiqamah dan bermujahadah dalam perjuangan menulis blog ini. Actually, I can say that I'm very familiar with writing, because I've been writing for years since I know how to read and write. I've started by writing in Malay during primary school. Pada masa tu, saya sangat terpengaruh oleh karya sastera, bukan sahaja sastera klasik seperti Hikayat Panji Semirang, Hikayat Malim Dewana, Hikayat Cik Anggun Tunggal, syair-syair dan pantun, tetapi juga karya novel-novel sasterawan-sasterawan seperti 'Iakah Salmah', 'Hujan Pagi', "Seorang ...